Instead, be kind to each other, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, just as God through Christ has forgiven you.
of course this had to be the verse for today.
so I had this great post made up in my head on how I’d reflect back on these last 31 days and how amazing they’ve been.
but I’m not.
because mostly, I’m disappointed in myself.
I’m upset that I didn’t study this book more.
to be honest, these 31 days were tough. blogging everyday (or just about) seemed like a great idea, but girl, I’m tired. even when it comes to His Word I’m still tired.
some days felt forced.
which is why I’m not even going to try and fake it tonight.
I struggle with forgiveness like you wouldn’t believe. it’s something I’ve always had trouble with.
and something I haven’t quite settled with God.
because it’s hard letting all those bitter feelings go.
I had thought I let most of them go against one person…who I had vowed to never see again in my life…and guess who I saw tonight?
needless to say my brain is mush right now, and for that I’m really sorry.
I need to make this all right with God. and that’s going to take a while.
so could you pray for me?
it’s crazy to think that all the stupid stuff I’ve done, Christ has forgiven me for it, and I can’t seem to forgive this one person. or group of people to be honest.
it’s really hard getting so real.
on a happier note, we started our bible study, and although we had major issues, it made my night so much better.
so on this last day of the 31 days of blogging…I want you to know that all your comments have truly brighten my days. and I have enjoyed going through this book so much with you. but now I need to read it all over again and slow down.
I have a lot to learn.
humility can be so terrible at times can’t it.
I hope you all had a safe halloween!
so many blessings to you loves!